The reasons why I went off the idea of being in a permanent relationship
I used to love being married, but when we broke up, I went off the idea of being in a permanent relationship. Before I got married, I used to work for mature escorts, and to be honest, I used to have tons of fun. Not only was able to date some really great gents with mature escorts, but I had some great times outside of the agency as well. I really miss those days, and I would like to live my life in a different way. In the last few years, I feel that I have been too confined and I don’t really want to go through that experience again.
Does not wanting a marriage make me less of a lady? I really enjoy wild sex and having fun with different men. Yes, I am a few years older than I used to be when I worked for West Midland escorts, but I am not so sure that really matters at all. I actually feel that I am younger than ever before, and like I have said to my old friends at mature escorts, I feel liberated somehow. It is that sense of liberation that I would like to hang onto as it is making me feel really good.
The main thing is having an income. I still have a flat that I can live in. When I was married to my husband, I hung onto my old flat. It was rented out for the duration and I have been able to build up a nice little cash balance. I also have the settlement from the sale of our home, but I do not want to spend all of my mine. It would be nice to find a job so that is what I am aiming to do. I have been in touch with my old West Midland escorts service and they have offered me a job on the reception. That would be a start and it many ways it is nice to be back with mature escorts again.
I don’t really want to escort for West Midland escorts again. Even that feels like too much of a commitment for me. I know that it would mean working really long hours, and I am not sure that I am up for that at all. Working on the West Midland escorts reception would suit me better at this stage, but I can always revalue things at a later stage should I want to do so. However, I feel good about my decision and I know that I will have a job.
No, I know that I am not a teenager again, but I just want to have some fun. There is no way that I am going to get married again and start another relationship. I had an okay time being married, and my husband was not mean to me, but I don’t want to get married again. It was such a tie and with a slightly older husband, it became a bind. He wanted to do different things than me and we started to have rows all of the time. It was really exciting to be married at first, and I think that my ex and I will always stay in touch. There is no way that I would want anything to happen to him.